What was the Question?

he once asked me what the question was that i said i was glad i didn’t ask a while back.. what question was that? i never told him.  because it felt stupid now. but a couple of times i felt like asking him in the past if he would marry me. lol.  those times i felt so content and in love and like everything was right.  but then everything go so messed up. but i loved him so much. and i always will. i just thought about that again so i figured i would journal it. i just hate the way shit turns out. i just want to be in love and happpy for the rest of my life.