it’s another beautiful day outside again today but im currently curled up on the sofa with a fuck ton of heavy painkillers, wishing i could be out enjoying it instead of dealing with this fucking pain. it’s times like this where i feel even more angry about people who say they wish they could be doing nothing like me instead of working, like bitch i didn’t choose this; if it’s this bad tomorrow then I’ll have to go back to a&e again which im so reluctant to do
