Tired

tired of feeling miserable. tried to get some new meds today but read the side effects that said something different than i read online so i am refusing to take these too. i guess all mental meds are bad. so idk what to do now. i’m just very annoyed and tired. and on top of that everyone is trying to hang out with me at once and it’s stressing me out. that and not knowing what day i will be going to see my son before he leaves. i hate when i feel so agitated and annoyed.