finally ate.

finally had something to eat. even if it was just potatoes lol. tomorrow is father’s day. i hate that day. lost my dad in ‘95. i don’t even really want to visit the cemetery this year. is that bad? but then again i got some flowers i as going to take that i bought back in april.. so i may take those. either late tonight or tomorrow. my son should be down here today. guess i will get to see him this coming week.   can’t believe he will be in high school next year. where does the time go. i miss him so much.  my sister went to the beach with her family for father’s day. must be nice. on mother’s day i got to have breakfast with my son and take a picture by the beach but they had to leave to get back. i’m still glad for anytime i get. i just wish it was lots more.