A poem I wrote April 8, 2015

i hate all of your words
‘cause your actions prove them wrong
i guess i was really blind
and you were only stringing me along

i hate how you say you love me
and how you say you care
if that is the case
why are you never ever there

you only love me when things are good
and you run away when they are bad
you have no idea how i feel inside
and how much you’ve made me sad

it seems you treat others
so much better than me
and i’m always the one left
feeling sad and lonely

it’s too easy
for you to just walk away
you’ve been gone too long
so i no longer expect you to stay

they say real love never quits
and real love never dies
i guess your love for me wasn’t real
and it was all a fucking disguise