things are looking up

finally got my paypal to work, so now i can try to sell more stuff on ebay and get my money. still got my pt 2 day a week job. an i managed to get myself enrolled into online art school. so i will be majoring in digital photography.  i am scared, nervous and excited at the same time.  even though i have to deal with some sad things i know i am going to be just fine.  it hurts a lot still but i will get through it.  i have always gotten through painful times, so why should this one be any different?   and in the end and down  the road all of this won’t matter anymore.  all that will matter is that i got through it and came out stronger. and i’m already making better choices. and a lot going on that i never thought would be. i mean a few months ago i had no job and wasn’t in school and couldn’t get in the one here.  they didn’t have what i wanted to really take anyway. but now i get to take what i really want to. and try to make a career out of it. life is looking up. Thank you God.