over.

i know it’s over for good now. i can feel it.  that he doesn’t care for me that way anymore. i guess it’s for the best.  guess i will just focus on school and my job. and maybe one day my life will make sense and someone will actually really care for me and not just with words.  it just hurts when you feel like you don’t matter and never meant anything. to them. but i guess i should have figured that out a long time ago.