Anonymous asked:

why do you think you will never meet mr right?

cause every time i think i do i get my heart broken. i guess i just never feel good enough. especially here lately. 🙁  but my eyes have been opening up a lot here lately and i’m  finally starting to really see things for what they really are. and it hurts really really bad. so i am kinda of dealing with 2 very bad heartaches in my life right now. the loss of a friend by death  and my heart being broken by other things piece by piece. all at the same time. but the weird thing is one kinda helped me open my eyes about the other situation. a lot. and it hurts but i am going to be strong about everything. and i’m still gonna be there if i’m needed or wanted. and when it’s all said and done i’ll just end up stronger for it. somehow. people always say everything happens for a reason and there are lessons to be learned from things. it feels like i am getting one hell of a lesson here lately. a huge dose of reality slapping me in my face.