after all that i have been through in life and all the pain i have endured and even caused and just everything, i am still a sweetheart. and that’s what i like most about me. cause i learned to forgive and not hold grudges.  i know in life there will be people who will still hurt me and there will always be something to go through. nothing is perfect or stays the same. but i know i can get through it and that i will come out stronger and wiser in the end. and all i really have to do is be myself. and if anyone don’t like that and if it’s not good enough then it’s not my problem. and i’m not sweet all the time. who is? and i still have that strong shy side at times. depends on the situation and who i am around. and i’ll always have that moody streak cause hell i am a virgo after all haha. and who doesn’t? but most of all i am a sweetheart. and so i’ve been told : )  but i love me for me and i am glad for the ones who love me for me too.  much love to you all.

and ps. i get to see my son tomorrow. i am so happy about that. i miss him so very much. i don’t get nearly enough time with him but what time i do get i am glad for it.  i love him so much. i wish we lived closer to each other so i could spend more time with him. but i deal with it. i just keep busy doing other things until that time comes around again. but he is always in my heart.