today is a good day. i think i got the job : ) and my mom is going to get her ss benefits. she needs them because of her bad foot and all.  i am happy for both of us. i am so proud of her though. because no matter how much pain she is in she still works and makes money. and she is still going to keep cleaning. she is the most hardworking person i have ever known. even though she is in pain and it hurts to walk a lot of the time she still makes it somehow. i don’t know how she does it but she is my inspiration. that in my eyes makes her the strongest and most beautiful person i know. and she always loves no matter what happens. it breaks my heart when i know she is in pain but maybe now she can go to a better doctor and try to get some different meds or stuff. she has a venus ulcer and also a hernia. her and aaron are the two most important people in my life. i love them both dearly. i just hate that i can’t see aaron as much as i would like. i miss him tons every day. and it always feels like something is missing when he’s away. a mother’s love is always unconditional though – no matter what happens. and no one can take that from me!